crush or not

late in the dark of the night
the moon's standin' still , i'm not pretending to fall asleep in my bed
it just a some thought that pushing through my dream
just only about you
i retry to sleep
but it's you who come on my phone
i even copy someone's else message just to start a talk
i still wonderin' what's my next question
just remember when the day came
it's so fast
i pretend to write but i try not to hide
i pretend to close but once i try to push it
i pretend to go but sometimes it make me go further to think about that
do i have it ?
is it a crush or not?
let the devotion make it all the way
you know it