my prayer

dear God,
someone had ever asked me,
do you believe in future?
i said no, then they said why? because future is not a guarantee to make you happy i replied
so what else? don't you want to have a big house, a rich family, a pretty wife , that's all what life for!

i replied,
then what if your house is small, your family is not rich, you don't have a pretty wife, you are a nothing.?

that's the conversation,

Lord,
i just pretend not to be selfish, but forgive us human who'd been so selfish among these days.
yes, of course i'd love to have a big house, i'd love to be rich, i'd love to have cute kids and pretty wife.
but if there is no YOU .. it's nothing
i don't need those things if YOU are not here with me.

Lord, my way is not your way.
My future plan is not YOUR plan sometimes.
Lord please fetch and guide me to the place, to the vision , to somewhere that only the best for me.
I would graduate in a year please help me to arrange my future.
really my future is in YOUR hand ..
*hug Lord

~i don't know what the future holds but i'm sure HE would have been there with me~