Vision

That title
It was my contemplation during these months. As we know december had nearly come to an end. What i thought the most when i was in my workplace or either in church or either in my home is that title called Vision

Vision as it was stated in wikipedia is the state of seeing. It is controlled in the occipital lobe of the brain where the cerebral cortex processes visual information ( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vision )
but literally for me, a vision is far more complex and cool beside seeing. I think it's a place or a 'something' that push you to make you live to the fullest.

I've moved to Singapore 1,5 months ago. Living a new life here is not that easy. 2012 had been currently counting down to an end. A big question that make my year especially this night is what will i do in 2013?
Actually i do still have that passion for that business in spite of working here.
But i have to make sure that my vision is not only 'another' vision or 'other' vision . It must be HIS vision in me.
Until now, i'm still working on my complex puzzles of vision. One day i believe when i read this hand-writing, i would give a back smile and then say "Mission accomplished" . I do believe that

First post after leaving Bandung

Hi blog, this is my newest post since i move from Bandung

Yes!  It’s so sad to say that I’m officially moved from Bandung.

Woahh.. So many thoughts in my mind when i have to make a decision to leave this lovely city. A city which full of love and dreams for me. A city which enterprise and entertain me day by day. I really love everything about Bandung. I’m sure i would miss the food and the atmosphere there. I’m moving to the capital city of Indonesia yeapp the most established city ( i think ) in this country. I have to move here due to my house over contract and also due to my working permit haven’t been announced yet.  

In the next few weeks i will put up my title of “Pengangguran” and started my work at one big oil n gas company.  Suddenly i feel i don’t want to end college life. ( Actually it really is! )

Ada yang bilang juga hidup itu harus move on! Ya dan saya sekarang ada di posisi tersebut. So jadwal saya sekarang2 ini bukannya menganggur malah banyak mencari teman2 lama , teman2 kuliah yang tinggal dan menetap di kota ini, it’s such a blessing to have friends everywhere haha..  Saya ingin menikmati waktu 2 tersendiri bersama mereka sebelum akhirnya saya harus say goodbye untuk Indonesia selama 1,5 tahun ke depan. 1,5 tahun menurut saya bukan waktu yang terlalu cepat tapi juga bukan waktu yang cukup lama.

Saya percaya ada perkara lebih besar lagi yang dipersiapkan Tuhan untuk saya kerjakan di negeri singa dan negeri minyak sana. Yah mana tau di sana saya akan bertemu tambang berlian saya yang sesungguhnya, visi saya yang sebenarnya, dan mungkin kamu yang menjadi masa depan saya =)

One night at a beach

Shimplers by shades of blue
drew me far away beyond my night, beyond my mind and beyond my heart
The tickling sands cast away my fear till the last drop of them
Stars guided me into the light, into my might
This one,
you teased me by your voice dear shimplers by shades of blue
til' i fell asleep beside you
the wind told about it again and again
and it made my day grew deeper and deeper
The shadow of a moon fell so gently stopper the shadow of mine
Mine,
where did you go? i thought i've lost you forever in one night at the beach

Sebut saja ini sesuatu

ini bukan curahan hati, tapi ini juga bukan sekedar cacian abstrak. Ini cuma setitik , secuil atau apapun lah ( terserah sebut apa ) tentang sesuatu

Ada yang pernah bilang hidup itu dimulai ketika kamu lulus kuliah, ada pula yg bilang hidup itu dimulai saat kamu menikah, ada juga yang bilang hidup itu tergantung bagaimana kamu menghidupinya. Ya, saya tidak berkata statement mana yang lebih benar atau statement mana yang saya pegang lebih. Cuma satu hal yang pasti yang saya pegang sampai sekarang kamu harus menghidupi hidup yang sedang kamu hidupi.

Ada yang bilang masa depan itu ada bagi mereka yang tidak pernah berhenti berharap. Lalu, untuk org yang tidak pernah berharap bagaimana? Masa depan mereka juga tetap ada, hanya kemungkinan org2 tersebut tidak menyadari betapa besar masa depan yang harusnya menjadi milik mereka dan menjalani kehidupan yang mungkin menurut mereka itu adalah dunia mereka. Sekali lagi tidak ada yang salah dengan pemikiran ini, hanya yang saya percaya masa depan itu sudah ada sejak kita kecil, hanya kamu mau mengambilnya atau tidak.

Ada yang bilang waktu itu cepat sekali berlalunya, namun ada juga yang bilang kenapa waktu itu lama sekali berlalunya ( terutama ketika ada di kelas yang dosennya killer dan full tanpa istirahat ). Seiring pengetahuan ini bertambah ada juga org yang berpendapat tentang paradoks time atau waktu yang bisa diloncati. Well, whatever, saya cuma percaya untuk segala sesuatu itu ada waktunya, so use it wisely karena tidak seorang pun tahu waktu masing-masing sampai kapan

Ada yang bilang tidur itu kebutuhan, kalau tidak tidur badan bisa menjadi sakit dan tidak bertumbuh. Ada pula orang yang parno dengan tidur dengan alasan tertentu. Ada juga yang menganggap tidur itu terlalu menghabiskan waktu terutama utk org2 yang workholic. Tapi menurut saya tidur itu harus! well karena itu pendapat saya titik.

Jadi, sesuatu yang kita hidupi, sesuatu yang kita inginkan, sesuatu yang ada di sekitarmu atau sesuatu-sesuatu yang mungkin ada di benakmu itu adalah sesuatu yang setiap hari harus engkau putuskan sendiri mau kemana sesuatu itu kamu bawa. Kamu bisa bilang A, B, C atau sampai semua alfabet habis pun tetap kamu yang mengerti tentang sesuatu itu. Paradigma itu berbeda-beda tapi untuk hasil yang sama kenapa tidak?
Saya cuma percaya ketika kita melakukan yang terbaik dalam hidup, kehidupan juga akan memberikan hal yg terbaik pula bagi kita.

So keep on living, don't ever quit =)

Yeay I'm no longer a student

June, 15th 2012
It was probably one of my biggest , most nervous and nerve wrecking i've ever had.
Yeap. That's a wrap everybody ! i passed the comprehensive Test and officially graduated as a chemical engineer. whoooww!
I would say bye2 for Geankoplis, Chapra, Perry, and all the books that make me nuts hahahh..
There's no more weekly report. There's no more doing crazy things such as iteration and designing.
Thanks a lot chemical engineering for bringing me up and down. It's so nice to know you, but i think i would not take you back haha.

Yes, it really hits you hard when you know what you see isn't always what you'll always get.
but. in the end, do you still believe in the power of faith and dream ?
That's all

Passion

- A passion is something that keeps struggling around your head and heart , even if it wants to burst out you still want it badly - ( Y&i )

Talking about dream,future and everything that should be mystery onward is so amusing, especially if you talk with the right person who shares the same vision as yours.
It's undeniably terrific to work under every pressure and circumstances when it's born from your heart ( passion ).

There are two types of person in this world:
1. A person who leaves their passion instead of chasing their prosperity
Most of people in this world live like this, about 80% of people after graduated from a university leave their passion in order to live properly. Yup some of them are success and happy but deep inside their heart they have sold out their biggest decision in life.

2.A person who leaves the world instead of chasing their passion
This type of person is minority. Sometimes they live miserable, scary and some of them is success also. They chase the right way of their mind to pursue what they have hoped for all time! These kind of persons are terrific ! they would pay higher price, higher pain and also more time to make it happen. After they had it, money would probably chased them.

which one would you choose?